You'd think that i would know more about myself, and how i need to study, than my mother. I've figured out that, because of my hyperactivity (not that its a disorder), that i have to study short and quick. Not to drain out and not to delve into it. If i do i will forget what i studied in the beginning of the session, and eventually forget everything. But my mother thinks otherwise. Today, a beautiful morning, cool air, blue skies, and a warm sun (for once in Arizona). And i'm being chained to my desk to study for my SAT's alllllll fucking day. Yes i know the importance of the test. That is why i'm using every tip i know to study for it. One of them happens to be "Positive attitude!" and i'm seriously loosing that. I have no idea how she knows how to study it...she never even took the god forsaken tests. Oh yea! I almost for got! It's HIGHLY SUGGESTED THAT I RE-TAKE THE GOD DAMN TEST!!!!!!!!!! I need to get out of the house before i:
a.) kill myself
b.) kill her!
c.) blow up my house (hurray for chemistry class and house hold appliances)
d.) kill my dog
e.) torture her to death

She tells me that day off's (and its a holiday, Happy Veteran's Day btw) are for doing work. Oh yea i can't give suggestions or opinions to my mother, they are apparently arguments. Which "arguing is not going to get me anywhere". Yea true, only if she's hanging on my shoulders.
yea...took a moment to get something to drink and i lost my train of thought...guess i'll end it here.

HAPPY VETERAN'S DAY!